Had a restless night last night. think tea doesn't really seem to have much effect on me until i'm trying to sleep. then it really amplifies my thoughts so that i just keep thinking of stuff until i can't sleep. last night i was just thinking about the taboo game and how i could have done better. And of course i keep thinking abt sl. so much for friendship. i spent so much time with my jc friends and hospital friend but the one i think abt most is e girl. sigh... Anyway, life goes on. Friends come and go and come back again. We do get 2nd chances. Be natural, just be yourself. Verbal + brain diarrhoea. I was thinking of all the friends that I have lost contact and met again. Like pm. If i wanted to, i could so easily try to breathe life into the friendship, but sometimes, there is just no point. anyway, i just remembered i have to call someone. someone special who has stopped contacting me for some reason.