I feel quite sian today. I keeping having the nagging feeling about going for USP o week but I just didn't want to tire myself. Am i becoming a taoist myself? Today was suppose to be meet the USP advisor lunch but I was playing FM in the morning and failed to see the email. Damn i always regret it when i play comp games. Anyway, i'll definitely stop playing once school starts. Now its just the opposite. I want to cram in some sloth, some decadence, before the school starts. So I guess i have nothing to complain. Hard work pays off in the end, but laziness pays off now. ha ha. I love that comedy thesaurus. Ytd was a crazy day for me, as expected. But the thing i realised was that nobody gives me any respect. Not that i was totally naive before, but at least i thought pple would listen when i talked. but seems like it doesn't even reach that level. maybe its the way i talk. i know it sounds weird, but i didn't think it would be such a big deal, so i never got down to really fixing it. i had a few half-hearted attempts, but it's difficult to fix cos it sounds perfectly fine to myself most of the time. but maybe i'll try to implement some of the advice pple have given me and get rid of this problem for good. sighhhhh....