Ich bin schwach

I need a vent for my Hate. Hasse. Dissatisfaction. Nicht zufrieden. Warum kann ich Deutsch nicht? Also. Ist this the ultimate test of my humility? How far must I go to be humble? That I can't understand everything? That I need help with my Deutsch? That I must always say Entschuldigung, noch mal bitte? I can't save the world alone... But I must do so with my head held high. That I am willing to show my weakness. I am weak. And from there springs my strength. To be open with my weakness. To recognise that weakness is natural. Thats why we need each other. Strength in togetherness. I must learn this lesson. Ich muss lernen. Ich muss mich errinern.